Starting All Over

I feel disgusting! I weigh 118 now! It's all because everyone knew and made me eat! Well no more. I started ABC last week, and today I'm doing 500 cals. LAst night i threw out all the food my mom bought me at the store a couple of days ago. SO when I go home there's nothing to eat, it's a half day so I can't get any lunch and I have no money to buy anything at a bake sale! I have to go to EMT class tonight, and I can't eat there. Hopefully I can reach my gw!